The Things i regret The MosT

Suppose im not interupt and willingness to that event first of all. Yes, i shouldn't and never. Nie semua angkara gatal mulut aku utk tolong. Sekarang serius aku nyesal giler. Tak sepatutnya aku buat dan setuju dulu. Kalo x semua takkan berlaku. Suppose i never involve wit anything. Including involve wit the society. Suppose aku dok dlm bilik , hidup dlm dunia aku dan terus study and hang out wit frenz. Thats all!!. Naper aku gatal sgt pegi buat. Lebih baik aku dok bilik dan duduk dalam dunia aku sendiri. Aku tau kalo aku x join semua nie aku takkan kenal semua org including my frenz now. But totaly i shouldnt involve wit anything. Now i make mistake. Everything is a mistake. All of it. I know things cannot spinning around back to originallity. But what im suppose to do. I juz can seat in chair and regret everything. Sekarang , all the world hating me!. I totaly full of jerk. Suppose, I'm not very friendly. But now i'm too friendly wit everyone until i hurt somebody feelings. Oh damn on me!! Patut aku tak kenal org tuh, patut aku tak involve dgn bende tuh, dan patut aku tak komited dgn bende tuh. Kenapalah aku komited sgt buat sesuatu perkara tanpa pikirkan batas2 yg perlu aku tau seperti aku tak berpangkat, perkara biasa biler kena tengking and perkara biasa biler tak tido. Arghh, semua bende tak kena and now i'm really sad and moody. Not suppose im doing all this. What i'm suppose to say?? erm..."padan muka ko ekyn" or "tahniah, anda telah buat satu kerja yg sia2" well done. Am i scarcastic?? or hypocrite?? Arghh....I'm damn blur and damn tension. I'm totally stupid..