My Life NOw.....

Maybe everyone said i'm selfish or stubborn. BUt i felt enough and tired for being patient for everything happen. Its now time to take a break. Really need a freedom of feelings. And stop bothering with all the unnecessary things. I'm wont regret what have i done. But i regret with the thing that i miss of being done. Now, study its my priority and nothings bother. Better in that way. Like this two weeks, im sitting in library in morning until evening, then continue in ps at night. Nothing make me tension. Except psycho things that bugging me. Enough guyz with the critics. That day really make me tension more than study time. Study pon tak tension mcm tuh. Layan2 mcm kerenah. Argghhh...sorry if anyone feeling fishy. But i really mean it. Then the person yg ckp belakang buruk pasal me....tp kat depan belagak giler baik.....Now u will feel realease becoz i'm not around you anymore. Really make me upsad wit all your critics. Memng aku tak kisah di kritik. Tp biarla kritik tuh jgn melampau. I really feel upsad about u. Sorry for everything i've done to you guys. But now, its time for me to vanish. Lepas nie korg jumpa aku certain2 tempat jer. Dan takyanh nak menyampah atau kutuk aku belakang2. Really make me hurt that way. Memang aku sensitif. Tp kalo biasa, i can keep it. But now it already way to far. If u know me better, then u know if i'm up sad wit you. Like everyone always said , my face always show my reaction are rite?? Ya i know i hurt a lot ur feeling....But i'm say sorry a lot to you....But have you?? i realise my mistake but have u?? Memang kawan susah nak di cari n Very hard to determine a good friend. Memng aku dilahirkan susah dpt kawan gaknya. N maybe my attitude....or atau aku tak pandai hargai kawna.. Tp mcm mana ngan kawan yg tak pernah pandai jaga hati kawan? Arghh....aku tak tau....yg pasti maybe aku wat salah smpi korg balas kat aku begitu teruk. But thanx for everything. N its make me realise that no one perfect. and neither im nor.